

wanting to isn't good enough. i want to be able to explain my past to you,wanting to isn't good enough. by ~NightlyLies
but somehow make it seem beautiful.
i want to make purging just another word for
puking up the goodness inside of me for others.
i want to make scars just unique tattoos
that everyone else seems to have in strange places.
i want doctors to be different than just people
that are there to just steal your money in the end.
i want "dedicated" to be a better word than lonely
and "smart" another word for nothing better to do.
i want to be able to show how magical powers
can sometimes find their way into your mind.
i want to show you how believing in God
is just another way of not believing i


spoken to the cat in... people are possibilitiesspoken to the cat in... by `YouInventedMe
that's
my
angle
but better halves
in this case
come in only two flavors
one
fragile and faded
the other
bigger than life
and I
don't like it
always asking the same questions
like
did we have visions of ghosts
as a child
or
did we watch time
worry itself sick
wondering which world
it was made for
and
when someone shares a secret
who decides
on distribution
they settle into shapes
that define us
and we mumble
uncomfortable
in our sleep
restlessly stirring
once divided


break down the walls.. you're painting with stars and amazing me with your words. the sun could never shine bright enough for you, but my smile seemed to light up your world. the shine to your plastic teeth always seemed to give me chills in the strangest places and your fingers on my spine made my life worth it. maybe i can be worth it.break down the walls.. by ~NightlyLies
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yellow hair and yellow teeth, this life is enough for the both of us. our thumbs are stained from all the cigarettes we've smoked, but it never seemed to be enough. we've got the high and we've got the low, but the middle always seemed to escape us when we were too tired to run fast enough.
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until the last bird falls from th